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Ghost Writings, Vol. 1

by Radio Wires

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1.
Kid, i should've filled you up but i was too empty to move i buried you and masked you with perfume and we used to share our static and we laid out all our pain but your voice had fainted from calling out my name and you begged for me to silence all the ghosts that line your halls but i woke up and felt nothing at all well my empathy eluded me and sent you to your grave and your apathy has stranded me in gray and i flew out from the front door for the waking light of day sank inside myself as your windows faded away for a moment thought of crawling back and laying in your sheets but i was young and numb kept walking down your street well my empathy eluded me and sent you to your grave and your apathy has stranded us in gray well my empathy eluded me and sent us to our grave and your apathy has stranded us in gray you were penning pent-up fears as all your ink and blood ran dry you were fledging your catharsis and, darling, so was i
2.
come here, my dear, i'll get you a beer i saw you across the room, back against veneer the light show, you glowed, wanted you so bad well i could see you stare at me, just driving you mad and by the light of the morning awaken inside outer space and by the light of the morning crave the cuts that turned me gray we can’t outrun, dull, or numb the pain in temporal beds we can’t repair, nor sate, despair with hollow, fractured ends still by the light of the morning awaken to a shapeless face and by the light of the morning ruminating on our graves and after all these years of mourning tangled in purple and blue satiate my forewarnings running to return to you
3.
found you two weeks deep in a binge and fraying into fringe but i don't know, no, i don't know what to do it's not like you to burn a bridge now i'm freshly scarred from outer space trying hard to recall your name but you don't know mine we'll let this wind on down, catch a ride to some seaside town where no one knows who we are watch us vanish into smoke like a drag from winestore cigars 'bout a quarter century deep in a silhouette we chainsmoke pipedream cigarettes and i don't know, no, i dont know what to do it's just not like you to abdicate your sense hear the sirens calling now to chase us out of town - better run you appear to me so serene, so serene but i'm screaming for reprieve in aubergine dreams. in aubergine dreams kid, i scream sinking deep back into outer space hearing your voice call out my name 'cause it echoes in my mind all the blood dripped right on down an empty seat on the bus back to town
4.
well nothing lasts forever even though we wish it could ‘cause something always stamps out all the embers in the wood and I know self-medicating has you scared and paranoid always take your hand when you call my name and join you in the void 'cause i'm your boy but you know i won't keep fighting if your cuts persist their stings and you know i'll just keep sinking every time the sirens sing and you know i can't keep following that road to broken crowns But until then let’s drown the night till we feel less down cause i'm so down you don't know where to go in the flow you don't sing anymore and I don't know where to go caught in the shadow of your glow i’m in your glow and nothing lasts forever even though we said it will you curb the pain within me, sweetly, better than those pills and the ghost writings that line your wall haunt you while you're in bed just write them down and exorcise those demons from your head i'm in your head
5.
you longed to find the answers from your mother of the world to subjugate reality with your fingers all still curled you were a saint and a singer and you'd sculpt your world from clay you paid no mind to what your priest or prophet had to say you were the greatest poet that this world will never see and brimming with your longings ‘fore they vanished into steam you, you are the sun in my mind you, you are the sum of my life but one day you stopped asking why your world was colored blue no longer did you dissect all the wonder you once knew you threw away that notebook and you renounced all your songs as shit cause somewhere down the line you were force-fed to forget the time you had a future full of endless ends and means but now the only place that you're safe to sing is deep inside your dreams you, you are the sun in my mind you, you are our tongues intertwined so you craved a place and some shapeless face to breathe some life back in, into your excessive self-centered lifestyle that had presupposed your sins but your eyes still sunk when i packed my things and took my soul back east if you care I swear I'll be careful for the snakes in the greenery the time you spend inside your mind will always get you through the world that stole our static and got the best of me and you you are the sun in my mind you, you are the glow in my life.

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Written between 2013 and 2017.
Recorded in one take on March 29, 2017.

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released February 13, 2018

Words and music by Sean.
Production by Peter.
Album art: "Rue Saint James'" by Nicolas Jolly.

This record is dedicated to my family and friends. Thank you for your unwavering support over the years. It means the world to me. I love you.

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Ad Astra Collective New York, New York

Ad Astra Collective is a collective of artists. Solo releases. Cross-collaborations. Eclectic musicianship..

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